Sad Panda has returned

First off, Wowstead support folks are very helpful and very nice. They quickly had "my" banner removed from the Distortion site. It's not smart to ask someone to make your guild website look nice and then remove them from admin status. That's ok, enjoy your crap-tastic default banner. Thank you friendly Wowstead Admin who removed it.

Secondly, I have discovered that I am over my head. I have excelled in 10 Man content for months now, blew up the meters, and have been needed for dps many times. I have even been begged by two guilds to join them back on TFC.. which led me to get some confidence under me. I like being confident and feeling like I know what I'm doing. Who doesn't.

Well, now that I transferred to Kel'Thuzad with Seren, he's been flourishing while I have been fading. 1st 25 man Naxx, my Dps was terribad.. last nights attempts on 25 OS with 2 Drakes up.. I kept dieing, sadly by void zones.. again, last nights attempt on Maly, I couldn't even Death Grip a spark.. Zammis and Seren are both urging me continue but sadly I don't have the heart to. I guess I could be too hard on myself, but all I see are my mistakes.. and my dead body eating dirt while everyone else is flying by...

I think I am taking a break from raiding.. my confidence is shot and I can't continue to fail for the offchance that I will do good. Sure, practice makes perfect, but that only applies to someone who has the desire to keep going. I lost that desire last night..

Probably going to level a new toon, or work on Lalar, maybe melee just won't cut it for me anymore. I don't know. Starting fresh sounds ok... just breaks my heart that I've gotten this far to fail miserably..

Only good news I can say is that Ory now has 60 pets. I should be making a big woohoo post with pictures, but my heart isn't in it.

I had a stroke of luck, got my Sporegarr rep to exhaulted got the mini-sporebat. Went fishing, got Mr Pinchy, first wish got the pet, my egg hatched, I got the proto drake whelp I've been needing. On a whim I went and started to farm the oozlings, opened the first bag, there was the pet, went fishing, got my Sewer rat within an hour.. decided that since I had so much luck maybe I should go farm and whelp, and boom the Crimson Whelpling dropped.

So I got 6 pets, yay me.. srry for the non exciteness..

Just not into it anymore.. srry for the emo post.

-Ory